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[30 May 2009|11:02am] I am in a really bad mood :( you're to blame

[02 Feb 2009|09:37pm] im completely overwhelmed. 3 shots through the heart | you're to blame

[12 Jan 2009|09:03am] today is going to be the most stressful day at work everrrr: 10 am joint home visit school visit after back to the office to deal with mess case phone call to a mom one court update.... ....which leads me to another visit cause i have to see the child. one court report (which the suffolk worker BETTER have his fucking notes in the system) type up my initial home visit from the case i went to on wed, because the safety is due phone calls etc.... Actually... now that i'm writing it in a list... i mightttt be ok. HOPEFULLY. Lord please give me the strength to get through this day. 27ish or maybe 26 days until sunny California and my sweet man. you're to blame

[04 Jan 2009|02:03am] happy 2009 my friends. here's to a new start. 1 shot through the heart | you're to blame

[15 Dec 2008|11:09pm] ITS OFFICIAL! 2=8=09 - 2=13=09 CALLLIIFFFOORRNNNIAA!!!!!!!!! <3 you're to blame

[09 Oct 2008|02:22pm] I really hate when things are out of my control. I have a graduation tomorrow... at john jay, at 8:30 am. wtttfff... and i find out TODAY that its mandatory after having made an appointment to see a working parent client who refuses to make herself available. So basically on my day off... im dealing with all this bullshit from home. Its seriously the most annoying thing in the world right now. Plus the fact that im STARVING and i dont get to eat until like 645. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! aside from this, im struggling with the no control of dudes actions this week, which is obviously really annoying too. hopefully im off on tues as i requested, if not, sat im going to the dentist, and then meeting john for a little while he gets tattooed at top shelf... then sunday maybe getting tattooed? (jesus i hope so) then monday is ALK3...which ive been looking forward to. i need some nyquil or something.... 2 shots through the heart | you're to blame

[21 Sep 2008|06:26pm] nothing exciting in life... question... i know im doing the carousel horse tattoo with eli. i think i want it in a gold frame... right leg? or right arm? im so torn! you're to blame

[15 Aug 2008|07:52am] I am always so exhausted. Thank gooooddnesss it's Friday. I really plan on only documenting my case with the cute uncle (he answered the door shirtless, has the sickest body, i told my coworker i thought he was cute, and she was like i think he thought you were cute by the way he was talking to you, looks like i wont be going to that home alone!), and then transferring my COI to brooklyn. I DO NOT want to go into the field today. i want to be at my desk allll day, and when 5pm comes, i want to be well on my way home. TGIF!!!!! you're to blame

[12 Aug 2008|05:25pm] im in a really bummed mood today. at least im taking the energy and cleaning the apartment. you're to blame

[08 Aug 2008|11:21pm] i did my first removal today. i thought it'd be scarier or make me cry or be really horrible... it was a little bit of a mess, but the child, ill say it, LOVED me, he was the most adorable 1.5 year old EVER! i was in love with him. he was very interactive with me and came right to me when we took him out. It was easy taking him because i knew he was going to a much better place....his mother knew the consequences of her actions/inactions, but still chose to behave in the way she did. i was in the bronx, queens, and long beach today. I didnt know LB had a black area til today, its still pretty affluent though. i missed my dinner plans but had dinner with myself, and 5.5 hours of o/t. i got three compliments today: the first from my supervisor who told me she was very proud of me in the conference with my client yesterday, its funny what i do naturally that i dont think much of, but other people do. The second from the driver of the first van, who told me that i was really pretty, prettier than the other girl we were with, who is gorgeous, she was really nice about her compliment. Then the CES worker told me she was really happy with the way i spoke to my client yesterday, how i handled myself and the follow up call i made. I dont appreciate asshole dudes giving me shit about being tired all the time. If you had my job you'd be tired too. It really pisses me off "why are you just getting off of work now?" oh cause i have a choice? men... speaking of...o hung out with matt last night... who the night before text messaged me. I figured him and the 'lady' split. It was actually sorta nice seeing him. I cant say i didnt miss him. He wants to take me out to dinner this week or the following. He has a reallllly cute apartment in franklin square. i think i'd be up to hanging out with him but i think its more the fact that there is a history than him being what i really want. But for now, i wouldnt mind being taken to a nice place to eat and have a bottle of wine and have someone to have time to hang out with. tomorrow i get my hair done, if i dont oversleep for my appointment. hopefully i wont. all my overtime hours werent in this check theyre going to be in the next one, kind of a bummer because i thought id have some serious cash, but all the less for them to tax. thannk you very much uncle sam. time for some SERIOUS sleep!!!! TGIF 2 shots through the heart | you're to blame

[02 Aug 2008|07:10pm] i knew this shit was going to fucking happen. i hate everyone right now. 3 shots through the heart | you're to blame

[31 Jul 2008|10:35pm] I think i work better alone. i dont even feel like writing about it. im just glad its the weekend. tonight i THINK i might be documenting at home, because i dont want to walk in monday all stressed. tomorrow im going to the art show at saved. sunday? whatever. fuck it. TGIF you're to blame

[10 Jul 2008|10:13pm] carousel horse lamp. $6.99 perfectly matching lamp shade from ikea $6.00 two 40 watt light bulbs from CVS $4.00 the bestest lamp ever that reminds me of my pops everytime i look at it... ... priceless!!!!!!!!!!! <3 you're to blame

[08 Jul 2008|11:35pm] hollyy shit... a lot going on.... only thing that matters today: I passed my CPS post-test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and the mets won and phils lost, 1.5 back baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 shots through the heart | you're to blame

[02 Jul 2008|07:55am] Laura... did you get my text yesterday? My text messages are all fucked up, Roger said it had something to do with towers that were affected by storms, at&t and spring and t-mobile... so lame...I cant tell if a certain person is avoiding me orrrr ifff its the stupid phone again... it has been the phone before but who knows. My test is in less than a week im going to puke on myself. I dont even know what i dont know. i feel like i know a lot. i wish the practice test was tomorrow and not monday... i dont wanna cram all my CPS books into my head monday night. i need to start studying this weekend forrrrr sureeee.... Im so excited for the 4th! were going to long beach and it should be a fun day! this should be a good weekend. next week is a mets game, john mayer and maybe alk3 on the weekend if i can get a ticket that isnt a crazy amount of money. Off to work... i hope i can make it through today. i still wouldn't mind it being 5pm.... you're to blame

[04 Jun 2008|05:51pm] 2.5 weeks into training. it's exhausting, but im not completely passing out at 9pm every night. We are being video taped on friday, and im nervous. Next week starts on the job training, more things to make me nervous. I have a lot of work to do also. argh argh. i've been noticing that i'm getting hit on a lot more with my straight hair, it's weird. Today a bus driver... last night a guy followed me down peninsula, and then finally pulled along side of me to tell me how he 'couldnt stop looking at me'. did he think that would work? i got a little nervous and turned down a block before mine... there were other incidences too... i mean, its cool and all, but where are the dudes i WANT to hit on me. We dont have to dress up at work, which is really good. i dont cover my wrist, but i cover my arm. finding cute tops has been a challenge. i found one at forever 21 yesterday. its funnn. i throw cardigans over everything now. i need to work on my work wardrobe. tonight i have a bunch of things to read through and a paper to answer.. im tired :( no more work boooo. going to go to beerys for a little while later.. just to "take care of myself" as the trainers are always saying... you're to blame

[03 Jun 2008|07:34am] tottalllllyyyy blahhhhhhhhhhh today :( you're to blame

[01 Jun 2008|05:54pm] Reading through the family court act just made me super happy that i didnt choose law as a profession. you're to blame

[29 May 2008|07:34am] Last night i decided to go out. After a cute little invite i couldnt really resist. I'm glad i did... however, mark your calendars, today is the first rough day getting out of bed. argh. at least its thursday. my laura leaves me in two days :( 1 shot through the heart | you're to blame

[15 May 2008|04:48pm] well, there is no reason to be a fat kid anymore. I joined new york sports club. Taking the drive to the mall today was so annoying. It really is too far. I almost cried though because i really loved it there. :( what are you going to do though. It was good for my when i was working at the mall, now that im not, not so good. I sorta only wish i did this like a month ago :( waiting for erin to come home for hopefully a good dindin! nails are done, im loving neutral pink with dark toes. its so fun. i just got this crazy color that i love though. next week ;) you're to blame

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